i wonder what constitutes as a valid reason for a journal entry....

[andisay]

saw baby adam today. for the first time. he's 18 days old... everyone in my family has been over to see him... and they're happy... because there has been a baby drought for about 21 years now. its hard. looking at him. thinking. and looking at him. lisa left me alone with him for a few minutes. i stared. and then i stared and cried. it will get

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[mediathrall]

Glad you posted. Was waiting to hear from you again.

I can't say I believe in "His" plan, or even, really, in "Him," but I believe these things can be overcome, and great things can blossom out of them. No - I don't believe. I know.

Truth is a wonderful thing, and it's far more graceful and forgiving than people seem to realize. Sort of a rarity these days though - especially in turbulent relationships. I wish it weren't so.

Life goes on...

It's probably best there isn't a baby around me. I'm not sure what feelings or instincts that would invoke. I don't blame anything on "Him" and I don't credit "Him" with anything either. I can't offer you religious or spiritual advice... i can just tell you how my life has been, and that I'm still here, and despite it all, I'm still enjoying life for all that it is. The high points and the low... they must be overcome. What else more can I say? I guess nothing. But I can give you a *hug,* and promise more in the future!

[zebrastripes12]

wow it's nice to see you back. your entry was intense. *hugs* i'm sorry. i don't know how much i can believe in HIM with some of the things the i watch people go through the pain and hurt. people being kicked when they are down. but i don't believe that things happen for a reason. i do believe the truth will set you free absolutly. i had to admit some really difficut things to myself this last year or so. but now i feel that it is out there and i can accept it and move past it. it sounds like you are dealing well with the situation. we need to talk soon. take care.