I'm so sick of everyone playing the whole monkey-see-monkey-do act everywhere with everything. It's truly a shame we can never be are own mirrors. How many times do we adjust ourselves each day standing in the reflection of a thousand meaningless faces? What does an absolution mean if we are constantly searching for it in other people?

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It feels like my guts have been pulverized. My chest is burning. My eyes are swollen, red, exhausted, and blurred. I can't feel my legs. I just found out my boyfriend cheated on me. I want to die. or kill. maybe both. How could I forgive? Should I forgive? The worst part of it all is that there is no one awake or online to talk to. I'm just sitting ( Read more... )

WTF???


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I don't think this video could be any better. So sad, and yet so cute at the same time. Check it out :)

Gah! Frontpage is so evil! Does anyone know of an easier web design program I could use? Preferably one that doesn't cost an arm and a leg?

Mostly, it's just easier to refuse to feel anything at all.

I love how some people I used to consider family won't even come by my house on Halloween anymore to say hi. It's terrible. You think you know someone and then they go and hurt you more than any enemy ever could have. It feels great being treated like you're fucking disposable. Jack's PO said its likely he will go to bootcamp for 3 months for ( Read more... )

Ended up meeting Demetri Martin and getting married yesterday. Before seeing Demetri, Jack and I were outside Starbucks killing time. Turns out I still get a discount on drinks there...how is that possible?? Anyway, while we were enjoying our cheap coffee a stout black man shimmyed up to us, made a cross with his hands, and prounced us 'man and ( Read more... )

Somebody BUY ME THESE!!!!


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Last week was one of the best weeks of my entire life. Screenprinting Tuesday. I'm looking forward to the fading decadence of fall...minus the cold. And I catch myself wondering what happened to my old life. It's funny. One person just drops from the sky like an atom bomb and everything you thought you knew is decimated. Honestly. It scares the ( Read more... )