still depressy about matt

[andrea622]

it was all my fault. i was mean. i wanted to push him away. i didn't want to force him into a relationship with someone who could end up dependent. why did i have to get sick we were doing ok. we had a plan, we had a future. i pushed him away before he could reject me. i love myself for caring enough about him to give him a normal life. i hate

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*hug*

[hailzfallen]

Aww girl you'll be ok:) Who knows maybe some time the line Matt will show up and be in your life again. Maybe you have to work through these problems on your own and once you have figured everything out you'll be able to have him in your life again.
Girl scouts hehe.. how fun. I was a Campfire girl.. just like girl scouts I guess cept we wore indian outfits hehe it was cool.