Well... The last week or so has been like a rollercoaster. It is still weird since Pat's death... it is like life on the surface for most is back to normal, but it is always in the back of our minds. It has been hard to know how to move forward, almost like no one wanted to, but was forced to just because time had to pass. Ryan and I went to the ( Read more... )

i think everyone is a wild drunk!

You're a Wild Drunk
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The past two days this song just keeps playing over and over in the back of my head. A friend committed suicide Saturday night. It was one of Ryan's brothers. I have never had to deal with something like this before. I was not really close with this guy, but he was just one of those "normal" people, someone that I would always say hi to, just ( Read more... )

Soo I have doing a lot of thinking lately and I have come to realize that I am really scared to leave here. I know that I still have 2 years left (I am going to be like 45 when I actually graduate) but it is especially scary for me to think of leaving AOII. I was talking with someone the other day about this, and how in high school you are ( Read more... )

Last week I went to Oklahoma with Ryan and his family. Every year they have sort of like a family reunion, where everyone from his mother's side of the family comes to Grove, OK. They rent aruond 6 or 7 cabins on a Grand Lake. The lake is absolutely beautiful. A typical day consists of waking up whenever you want, having a huge breakfast, ( Read more... )

SOOOO this past weekend was the best weekend this summer BY FAR! Friday night was our SISTERS ONLY sleepover... so no boys aloud. It was definately a crazy time, but a good one, especially with Horvath being "the life of the party". It was good to see everyone and really makes me want school to start again so we can do this every single night ( Read more... )

Ok this isn't really an update but I am bored so I thought it might be fun ( Read more... )

Well I can't remember when I updated last but here goes... Last weekend was Delt Sig summer picnic - which was a really good time - while I was there - but then I woke up the next day and realized that Andrea needs to not drink anymore. I really had fun there, but I did drink too much and I think I am going to lay off the alcohol for awhile. ( Read more... )

Ok so I have a really traumatic story... here goes ( Read more... )

I found this from a past entry and thought that it should be brought back! I was doing some good reflecting when I wrote this ( Read more... )