I'm going to the doctor's today. I'm going because of my constant fear and anxiety and my panic attacks. I really hope they can do something. I can't live like this anymore.

Also - there are some people who are really bored. They should get a life, and grow up before it's too late. Really.

ok so i love my mom so much. i just called her to tell her that i was doing a little better for the time being and shes going to look into the two of us visiting my grandparents and my cousins and uncles down in fl for a few days soon. that could really help me I think. It did last year!! I had a great time! Im such a loser. I'm just happy my lj ( Read more... )

Oh and I also forgot - I have to go to court today to fight a speeding ticket I got back in like September! Woooo!! I get to drag my ass all the way to Lowell now!! IM SO EXCITED! >:o And I have work tonight at 5 and last I heard Krystyna was bringing in CUPCAKES!!!!! :) She better still do it. Oh and yeah Krys, we still need to get our family ( Read more... )

So I was having some trouble posting before because something was screwy with the dates. But I think I've fixed it. I hope anyways. The past week has been EXTREMELY rough on me. I've been having panic attacks and anxiety..I seriously didn't think I'd ever have them again because I didnt get them at all untill around the 25th where as last year they ( Read more... )

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<3 I'm very happy right now <3 that is all! :)

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 xoxoxoxox :):):) yay! I have the best life ever!!

*FINALLY* jeeze haha. . <3

just so you all know. especially my cute little myspace friends: my hair is not blue. it is black, and when a certain light reflects of black hair it makes the hair appear blue. just so you know.. I have not and would never intentionally dye my hair blue. gah

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So..I dont know. I'm not depressed or sad or anything. I'm just annoyed, and mad. I hate people with baggage..I guess sometimes i understand but sometimes it goes too far and hurts other people and no one likes to be hurt. So yeah, I guess I am sad. Whatever ( Read more... )