This one's a doozy.

[andrewmccloud]

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You had love.

[anonymous]

You had love that you neglected because you were in fear. Will tell that person that you're sorry finally for hurting them? or maybe, honestly, you loved them back..and that's why you ran.. and began to ignore the feelings you had inside.. hmm. You didn't want to be alone.. .Andrew.. No one wants to be alone forever.

Re: You had love.

[andrewmccloud]

Well, you're right about one thing. I didn't want to be alone. For some people I know it works well, but as of now I feel more called to a married life than a papal one. I still don't know completely yet, but I've begun to see myself growing attached to someone, and it feels right.

As for hurting the individual that I did, I am sorry about it. I believe I apologized already but if I haven't then I am now. It was a confusing time for me, even though I didn't know that at the time. I didn't really know what love even was (honestly how can you at age 16 and never being in a relationship before?). That's changed now though, and I've seen the error of my ways. I don't have much time as it is to devote to the people I want to grow with, but I'm sacrificing as much as I can to become closer with them and develop stronger bonds.

I'm sorry that you feel you have to hide from me behind an anonymous name, maybe some day you'll find courage, as I have found clarity.

Re: You had love.

[anonymous]

you have a girlfrined?

Re: You had love.

[andrewmccloud]

Yes, yes I do <3