ok so i have been at work for over 14 hours now!!!!!! i'm so fucking tired its 9pm at night and i have been here since 7am, oh and guess what i have to be here again at 7am!!!! fucken aye.

Take the quiz: "What Hardcore band are you? (revised)"

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tyler left for england today..... i'm happy and sad at the same time...... i wont be seeing her for at least a yead, and hell possibly never again ( Read more... )

i saw a bulliten for this on my space and actually went to the goverment site and looked it up, it actually seems to be a legite bill ( Read more... )

so yea either friday or saturday night tyler and I are going to be in santa cruz and most likely there will be something having to do with the asti that night?!?!?!!?! who's gonna join me!!!!!

This week Eight years ago my father passed away after being in a medically induced coma for 5 days. considering the whole being without parents for the better part of my life i have survived and i believe i can even say thrived, but man when its 9 o'clock at night and your depressed as all hell and then it dawns on you why you are. oh yea its the ( Read more... )

i only find solace in dreemless sleep, for even my dreams are upsetting.

yea i'm so fucking emotastic right now, i have no idea why but i have been sitting in my cave of a room listining to Death cab for cutie for seriously hours just kinda wallowing not wanting to do or see anything. hours spent staring at the wall, my god what the hell am i doing. why does my mind put me through this utter hell of uncertainty and gut ( Read more... )

have you ever been wanting somone to call you so bad that you jump and leap for the phone every time it rings, only to be dissapointed when you see the caller id and its not someone you want to talk too. its sucks ( Read more... )