Unforgotten memories silently bleed ( Read more... )

Alright. Im back to using this.

Okay.. So... There is no Ashley now. Long story. Don't want to bring it all back up. But there is no us anymore. I'm doing better. It's great, really.

I think I am going to change my layout again cause It's kind of lame.. I don't know ( Read more... )

I need to finish my fuckin' music video for Video Productions.

I don't know what to dooooooooooo..

ARGH.

I didn't even feel like it was my birthday yesterday ( Read more... )

Eh. Another year older.

16. Heh.

This is a poem I wrote for Ashley not too long ago ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of Christmas now. I just want it to be here and over with. All this stress and idioticy ( Read more... )

Also, I need to stop being a drama queen.

Where's Fuckin' Spagetti O's?

I'm lost in finding my purpose. My life seems to be a huge waste and I am too afraid, lazy, and tired to do anything. I mean, sure, I will admit that I go out with Mearen and Amy once in awhile but I'm still lost even on those days. I mean, who am I? I'm so sick of hiding away in my room and house from people and friends, afraid of being judged ( Read more... )