oh my how I can regress...androidinafemiaJanuary 19 2006, 02:09:20 UTC
The decision of going home for the winter break was definately the worst possible one. Or perhaps just as bad as every other thinkable option...
I have lost my energy of life and interest in learning. I am floating and everyday I am less like the Laura I had created and who I learned to love. I wonder why that is.
The past months have been bad. I don't have the will and interest to live and let live that I used to posess. I don't want to listen to anybody, not even myself. I don't have projects. I feel like my days are planned out for me already. I can't go anywhere. I just want to be alone and sleep. 100 years of sleep would do.
Depressions that have no clear cause are the worst kind.
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I have lost my energy of life and interest in learning. I am floating and everyday I am less like the Laura I had created and who I learned to love. I wonder why that is.
The past months have been bad. I don't have the will and interest to live and let live that I used to posess. I don't want to listen to anybody, not even myself. I don't have projects. I feel like my days are planned out for me already. I can't go anywhere. I just want to be alone and sleep. 100 years of sleep would do.
Depressions that have no clear cause are the worst kind.
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