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i'm fucking suicidal because of the way tumblr does 'activism', again, and i don't feel safe talking about it there and i don't feel like i deserve to talk about it anywhere, and i quit therapy and it might help but it's not the help i want, and i want to go home but they don't let me have enough food there, and there is no way no way no way out. -
[ben wyatt voice] good lord
i locked myself out of FULLY THREE social networks (tumblr, twitter, facebook) for 24 hours starting at about 5 pm ( Read more... ) -
Channel Fever
Just as an FYI: I'm now doing A Thing with the characters of Entropy Project/Foldable World, now called Channel Fever, narrated by Lee Feldman, which I hope will continue for a long while if not consistently.
It is located
~*~*~*~*~here~*~*~*~*~I can't promise it will always update but then again neither do TV shows. I figure OCD is at LEAST as ( Read more... ) -
PSA
The science fiction WIP formerly known as The Entropy Project will now be located at this community: foldableworld. Just a heads-up in case anyone still checks this journal hoping for updates. I am heavily revising the story and will be re-posting individual chapters over the next few weeks. -
collecting my short XF fics
That’s what Scully’s brain says, this lump of gray matter that’s been working nonstop these days. It surprises her. She wasn’t aware she had anything to deny until the denial surfaced.
Suddenly she can’t quite breathe.
Nothing to see here, as she performs autopsies, murmurs over the phone, places her hand on his head in the barest gesture of ( Read more... ) -
behind on eljay matters due to school etc.
Whenever I start to consider my internet life ~important, I psych myself out and don't comment on the necessary things for several days. Because, of course, anything important requires procrastination, and my brain is warped. I really prefer LJ to tumblr because of the ease of long-form conversation, fic posting, etc., but tumblr is more likely to ( Read more... ) -
why The X-Files? the short, rational version.
The question of why TXF is my one-in-five-billion is difficult for me to address for two reasons. First, the show so overwhelms me that my reactions to it tend toward flailing, tears and incoherent speech rather than explicit analysis. Secondly, it's extremely personal. If I think about the real reasons I watch this show, the important ones, I ( Read more... ) -
Hello, eljay. I'm an X-Phile now.
So, as anyone who follows me on Tumblr knows well, my fandom life has been completely consumed by The X-Files. I'd like to return to LJ in a more active capacity, because it presents many advantages to Tumblr -- most notably, venues for fic posting and in-depth conversation -- but I must do so as an X-Phile. Um. This show has done more for me than ( Read more... )
