I hate not being perfect...

[andromedus]

I'm honestly thinking about thinking about maybe going to 'see someone'; find out why I'm so fucking numb, stubborn, faceless, and bored. Figure out why I leave get-togethers so early because things lose their luster so fast with me. I don't know - Is it Dad? Is it Gramma? Is it just being here still? Is it the fact that I'm not seeing three-

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[allxofxme]

its tomorrow and things may already be different but if you get a chance to see me before i go i would like to help you if i could, even though you probably don't want my help. even if its just listening, i want to. that's what i'm good for. and i won't forget like the dinosaurs on the jeep.