I would like to see your story when you finish it or in the making. I definately can relate to what you said about how you feel depressed. Most reasons why I feel I am depressed I have no clue why, the only reason why I can gather is because I am so lonely but Jason has been pretty good with spending time with me lately. I have a great house, boyfriend, and kids, and for the most part I get anything I want but I still am sad most of the time looking for some way to better my life.