just another night.

[andshescreamed_]

okay. i don't like yellowcard too much.
but i'm reminded of that night when i hear it.
that part. that look in your eyes.
fuck me for caring this long after.



you sat me down beside myself
to show me all the reasons
i was wrong for you
was this for real?
it's hard to tell..
cause it was such a beautiful
mess we had got into...

i'm going to overcome this
paper hearts can't win this time
and all along, i should have known...
this wasn't your dream it was mine
i know you wanted me to
give up this life to be
everything i was back when
you had the hands my heart was in
i was never good at goodbye

can i swallow this bottle whole?
so this brain in my head
can forget your face?

when we were starting out
you believed in me without a doubt
you were the finest thing
to happen to a boy like me
it's so much harder now
i want to try and tell you how
there is so much love in me
even though it's hard to see...

and i was never good at goodbye
can i swallow this bottle whole?
so this brain in my head
can forget your face
can i swallow this bottle whole?
cause i'd rather be dead
than make more mistakes...

today i couldn't stay awake
feels like i'm drowning
in this firewater lake
i won't be sleeping much tonight
it's not the same without you
lying by my side
right beside me...

you left me here beside myself,
left me with all the reasons
i was wrong for you.

ugh. thank you bgill. 143.
i needed you so much tonight.
i can't wait until december 7.