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[andsoshedies]

why do i keep fighting? the boy obviously doesn't like me the way i want him to. so why do i even bother? why can't i just let go? i have actually tried and i've accomplished not shedding a single tear for him for four days. so why then when i talk to him i cry like a fucking moron and go right back to square one. what the fuck. i'm tired. he's

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[worlds_insanity]

I've gone through that as well. I know how it feels, when you're away from them, and you're hurting for a while, but it eventually gets better. Then, you meet them again, and you start hurting again, I know that. If you think it should end, then it really should end, I know it's a lot harder to do than to say-especially for me to say, because I'm not part of this relationship, but I certainly am part of the problem-but in the end you'll feel a lot better about it, I know I have. New things will come along for sure, you just have to be patient.
Good luck.