today, the surf was insane. i could have been severly injured; but i wasn't. so i'm good

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ian [not me] got home from argentina yesterday, and he still wants to go surfing tomorrow. possibly because it's 5-8 feet. it's going to be so much fun ( Read more... )

i don't know how people without God can live, believing they have no purpose. His promise the only thing that i'm sure of, what convices me it's worth it. i love living

and i know You're alive
i'll give my heart to survive
this world has nothing to offer a human soul
reaching for the sky
so Father of light
keep this human spirit alive
--ian-->

i need a jonathan... assuming i could be david ( Read more... )

oh Christ when You're ready to come back i think I'm ready for You to come back ( Read more... )

i scream to God out of frustration after another day of waking and hating the fact that i'm still where i'm at . what's the point of all of this? because i'm not seeming to find. it is it meaningless? i search the reason behind it, because these moments seem to drag on forever. and these years on end seem to have never been. this desperation has ( Read more... )

so this was our english homework. stupid posts make me write too much.

[don't mind the correct punctuation, i only make habit of it during formal writing. ha]

Approaching darkness slowly removed the beautiful sun and it's rays which gloriously splashed across the thin-laced clouds. My world was alive with a fervor previously unknown to me. Colors ( Read more... )

i believe in an understanding of presence. there is a unique lacking in communication on the phone or online, it's actually rather annoying while on the lacking side. in the presence of someone, you do not rely on the words or the sound, but you can feel what they mean and desire for you to understand. all this is my reasoning for an increase in a ( Read more... )

kendal wrote me the best note i've ever gotten. i laughed.
oh kendal make me the mae cd please?

you two make me smile.
steel magnolias. yes?
bring it ok?


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so i got back from san clemente tonight. doubt you even knew i left.
me and steven had the best surfing in a few months.
this is what i love.

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