ever have that ex... that just sucks the energy right out of you with their tasteless ness... yeah... thats wayne... honestly i regret him. and i want to forget. im going to bed.
french 2.... w/ jose,ben,fawna, christia... and some other kids... the teacher seems nice but i dont know what to expect, surprizingly my french is pretty good since i translated everything she said
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All my friends are leaving me -sniff- i still have 2 shitty years of highschool after this one... hopefully this year will go by fast. its not like i'll b completely alone tho, i'll have kelvin....
sometimes i wish my parents would slit up so me and mum and shan can move to south carolina and we can have our nice cottage house and be on are own. yeah whatever shit will be hard and im probably going to have to drop all my honors classes and go down to level one and then get a job but everything will b fine. just fucking peachy.
my mom is threatening to cancel the internet. great huh? i have to call and make my own therapist appointments... it was HER idea. i should just be medicated so she can get her check and i wont have to remember anything.
-kicks wall- well................................... i just had a major breakdown on my boyfriend... all he does is mope around and he wont tell me whats wrong and its like GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRroar so i kind of told him to stop being a pussy. that turned out really bad now and i told him i was sorry and he was like i hate people that hand
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the most romantic thing in the whole world and is number one on my things to do before i die list is...a picnic under the stars with expensive red wine and raspberry filled dark chocolates then going inside and having hot sex in an oversized bathtub while the room is lit with lavender scented candles. -sigh- <3 only in my dreams
ever get the feeling your gives something for a reason and once that objective is completed the thing you've been gived and learned to love is taken away only to be replaced with something that was in the exact same position you were? what do you do? help what your given in the way you were helped? or turn away? i chose to love this boy. but is it
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