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today is a rebirth of sorts. i woke up feeling new. i'm happy. i like who i am. who i've become. i used to be such a fucking cunt. i'm "on bad terms" with so many people i don't even know or have significant reasons to dislike and it's ridiculous. from this point on i will have no "enemies". i want to be friends with everybody. i have no problems ( Read more... )

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I WANT.

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i'm trying so hard to keep my head up. i have common sense. i know exactly what is happening. i'm just having a hard time trying to decide whether i think i did anything to deserve this or not. being honest with myself. i recognize the things i do wrong. the way i ended things with him was wrong. the way i walked all over his feelings was wrong. ( Read more... )

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"as much as you want to, you can't rely on someone else to make you feel alive."

life pretty much rules lately. new people, new things. old friends. summerrrrrr. my own place to come and go as i please and party when i want to and a job where i make enough money to do whatever i want whenever i want.

i got this sunday off so saturday night it's

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having one really great friend is so much better than a bunch of shitty ones.

i'm sick. sicker than sick. eighth day now. my life is too busy. i miss being little when being sick meant the world stopped for you and you got to stay home in bed until you felt better and everyone understood. now all i hear is "it's just a bug. you'll live, sweetie. you're going to be late for work/school." or "you know you've already missed an ( Read more... )