We’ll all have the same discussion about it and the obligatory comparison to Heath Ledger, regarding intent. How many of the people we assume to be outgoing and successful are on anxiety medications? Is there anything genuine about charisma? Or does everything sincere about them come bursting out in the end as pills from a child-safe bottle? What ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning with dandruff and without my will to live. I tried to get the day rolling, but it really isn’t easy when the sun is setting as you set off to the diner for breakfast (I got matzoh ball soup and a tuna melt instead). I stepped out of the apartment and thought I could literally smell stale vodka on the city’s breath. My stomach ( Read more... )

Since I arrived in New York, the message has been that things are out of my hands. “You don’t pick NY, she picks you.” “Your steps have been ordered.” etc... Life picks you. You are here for a reason. The creative, ultimate intelligence chose you, saw you fit to live for some purpose. What is your purpose? Your destiny is always coming to you and ( Read more... )

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That domestic partnerships already have equal rights meaning it is about control:
Control what, exactly? This is about taking a sip from the same drinking fountain and not a different, yet similar fountain because it makes the people drinking from the original fountain uncomfortable.

That anti-discrimination laws would require children to be ( Read more... )

Do fairy-tale childhoods ever amount to anything? My story started with: “And they lived happily ever after…” There I am, off into the sunset with a lame horse that’s more like a mule muse. I’m supposed to have direction, focus, and stamina. Instead, I am sweaty and limp and frightened ( Read more... )

“Primates which have never loved early, never love late ( Read more... )

For dinner: spinach, lamb chop, pasta w. butter, and shared a pomegranate with Leslie. We've now come to Starbucks across the street. Leslie is on the computer, possibly on Facebook. Well, we are definitely immersed in this nation's culture, huh. And inside Starbucks we are all reading or on our computers. The song sings, "don't ever go..." I ( Read more... )

that would e e aver after everything. e harre barre terre bme hmehmm hm hm hme howe the nighte doth shone frome that brake lighte. the only thing that makes sense anymore is nonsense and things that are round. abstinence is commitment for dummies. for scaredy-cats. do you know any virgins because i do and i'd say they were definitely wuss. but is ( Read more... )

The rushed tempo of time has me wondering when the crash landing is scheduled. At least I'll have posted one last livejournal entry ( Read more... )

When I thought just a minute ago. Wait, what I'm trying to say is that I'm clearing, that I'm going to be clearer when I'm trying to express myself. Like, if there was a day then everyone I know would come to my house or wherever I could meet them as long as we were together at the same time or here. Then I would explain myself and that would be ( Read more... )