i have dreams every night.

i think that is unusual, like most people don't always dream when they sleep.
but i have like several dreams every night, and they somehow just flow from one to the other.

like from one dream, to a completely different dream.

idk.
weird.

i just dont feel right lately.

like everything feels wrong.
ive never felt so awkward before.

lately i don't like the way i look.
my face is weird, my hair never looks the way i want it to.
i don't like half my clothes.

i just feel absolutely awkward.

trying to express my feelings is the hardest thing in the world.
it would take a book, so i probably should just write one.

retrospectively ( Read more... )

what a shitty spring break.

i think i'm some kind of
ridiculous character in some ridiculous plot sometime

but i'm the dip of the story
kind of where you don't really want to read anymore
but so many people have told you that it such a good story
and if you just read a little bit longer it will be awesome

i'm not so sure about that :)

ever felt like all your days blur together.
i do, probably because i do basically the same thing every day.

complaints:

school sucks.
the weather sucks, granted it is warm, but you can't even enjoy it
for all of the damn wind blowing everywhere!

it really is a bitch.
plus
i smoke to much, and use to much gas.

i'm done.
well done.

i've decided to send a secret in to post secret ( Read more... )

the weather is nice ( Read more... )

i don't hate him.

but i think i'm starting to loathe him.
part of me says end it, part of me says make it work.

today is the day, i have a decision to make.