i've been feeling that too. i almost got in a fight with one of my bosses today and everyone was taking it seriously since the other bosses were asking me if i really wanted to fight tom. i get those 'doom' feelings a few time every year, but it really started hitting me again in october and it's getting worse. a lot of it has to do with working where i do because being around the people i work with is just depressing and scary. i'd rather die now than be one of those people for another few years. even though this is really stupid i kept wishing the world would end in three years while at work today. then my headphones broke and shit kept getting worse, reinforcing the shitty gloomy mood. idk, i just wish i could get into a trade apprenticeship and start banking because i still have no fucking clue what i want to do school wise, i'm still debating the military, and if i ever do get into any trade i'm gonna have to leave this state, which i won't really mind if i'm making enough money to keep in touch with people. FUCK.
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