I am so confused and wondering. About everything.

The last twenty-four houes have been preety good. I talked to Jean but unfortunately I can't go to Eugene for New Years! My Dad is being selfish. Because of this I have decided to be the biggest brat on New Years Eve, and I don't really care how rude I am because he lied to me and ook somthing I needed very badly today. Anyway, I went to the ( Read more... )

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Me and Lauren switched lives. Now Lauren and Sara call me when there messed up. I love it though honestly. Tuey called tonight too. I can't decide if it's good for me to be down here recopperating on house arrest and in the doghouse basically or if it just makes me even more smad. Oh by the way Smad is a new emotion I made up where you are sad and ( Read more... )

Babysitting......kinda someone very much older than me.

Aqueous Transmission by Incubus Fuck Yeah!

If somthing takes away your problem for the moment but will eventually kill you is it worth it???? Anyway my Dad changed my flights with out telling me and I'm stuck here untill New Years Day! I cried for about two hours and made a foll of myself. I just don't want to be here and now I feel sick. But oh well I guess I will deal ( Read more... )

I went on a walk with my dog Lucy tonight. It was all foggy on the river and dark I liked it. I stop and talked to these fisherman guys. I was scared I would get raped though so I left. They sounded pretty cool though. Then Lucy saw another dog and got off her leash and I had to chase her for about ten minutes with this old guy who I never got his ( Read more... )

I got here and I cried in the bathroom. My Dad was fucking late and then he drops me off at home and goes to a party. My first night here! I'm sorry but I just don't have patience for that. It makes me sad too. I really want to be at home catching up with all my friends. I don't have any friends here and Im so lonely. My aunt is here though. She is ( Read more... )

I don't feel very good today. My tummy hurts. Anyway today was sad because all my friends are breaking up with their significant others. Makes me want to cry. Sara's not going on her trip! So now she can't hang out in Tahoe with me!!!! Boo!!!! But on the upside I talked to Marken and she might come to SF so we might see each other yay!