this is what next year looks like for me.

"This is what Hampshire kids do in their spare time."

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organized pillow fights anyone?

Loneliness. A plague upon the human heart. I'm finally ok with everything in my life. Now I just need to find some sort of purpose. Find a place in the world because I've finally settled the turmoil within. My adolescent period of constant meta-cognition. Why I do the things I do. Why others. Why shit is the way it is. I never feel alone. I find ( Read more... )

woohooo. first post from my pretty new macbook ! :]]

its black. and unnamed. i got a new ipod too. word up.

smoking cigarettes has done detrimental things to my health. i can barely run around my block. its ridiculous

I'm home and have just successfully finished reading... the 6th Gossip Girl? I don't know. Bad habits die hard. It's such a guilty pleasure of mine. Teeehee. Love it. ( It's such a contrast from the past three days of stumbling home at 5 in the morning.)Things are always better in books, in movies, in television. The tiny insignificant gestures are ( Read more... )

It's so hard to blog when I'm never home these days. Maybe one day I'll catch up with my pictures especially because my camera broke :(. Finally. Lols. Hopefully I can fix it or something but as of now, I'm cameraless and ipodless. Which sucks, but hey. I'll deal ( Read more... )

i got into Hampshire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
& St. Joeseph's
& Loyola
& Rutgers
... waiting on Northeastern but I don't really care.
Waitlisted to Northeastern.

I'm a fucked up girl.

I've felt emotions that no one deserves to feel. I've gone through situations that although they are cliche to the max, doesn't lessen the intensity.
It doesn't mean I'm not still insecure as fuck about my relationships.It's not fair, but it's my life. & as stupid as it sounds, I don't regret being like this.Because I needed to ( Read more... )

It's so cold out! Yet, snow is nowhere to be found. GAY. Hm. My parents suck for not filing FASFA, but then rule for never being home when I come home in the morning. This week wend by pretty fast because of exams and what not. Mike and I took off on Tuesday and had a very fabulous day. We even accomplished our Jesus fullfillment ! Not much other ( Read more... )

So I'm fucking retarded. Seriously. Maybe this is just how I get when I have a boyfriend, but sometimes I just miss Mark so much. I never feel like I see him enough. I just want to O.D. on this kid. I'm a COON HEAD! It's ridiculous. Anyhow, Today was the last day of exams.. EVER!! WEE!! I hung out with Zach today, then whe I got home I got really ( Read more... )

Winter break, where did you go?


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