You Are a Newborn Soul
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Retreat '06. Absolutely incredible. I can't even begin to explain because it's really hard to relate to if you've never experienced it. It's one of those things. Very emotional. I gave a speech on God. Here it is if you want to bother to read it. In a nutshell, it's 12 speech givers on various topics like forgiveness, self image, family etc. A lot ( Read more... )

I don't know what's really going on these days.  I'm just trying to get by without my parents making me want to slit my wrists ( Read more... )

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HowManyOfMe.com
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this made me smile

It's 11:11, and it is here that I'm going to make my wish. I wish desperately that everyone would stop diagnosing me. My physical symptoms, my emotional state. All of that shit. It doesn't seem like I can get by a day where my parent's are like Kris! Do you smoke? Kris! Why are you doing this? All of a sudden they're so fucking interested in my god ( Read more... )

That's it. I should fucking sue NJ. When I had my tests done the doctor asks me if I'm sexually active , do i smoke pot. all that shit. I answer truthfully thinking i'm under the fucking privacy law. I know she told my mom. My mom brought it up. Fucking A. ALWAYS LIE. asshole. I hope she dies. I hope her kids grow up and OD from drugs. Just to be ( Read more... )

It amazes me how my mood fluctuates throughout the day. It really does. Oh Tuesday. I'm loving these 4-day weeks. I'm completely burnt out though. Not completely, but more so than the usual Tuesday. I need to chill out with partying I think. I'm starting to get self-conscious about how it's physically effecting me. Hm... in other news, I'm tired ( Read more... )

My stomach hurts incredibly right now.

Hello conversion disorder. Please go away.

Hopefully, I'll feel better in the morning. If not, I'm skipping out on practice. If unbearable, maybe the end of school. I hope not though.