R.I.P Steve Irwin


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Work went extremely well today. I finally felt a sense of accomplishment after sitting on my ass for several weeks. The lady that trained me only spoke Cantonese, but she was nice, and I managed to learn since it was all familiar. All the cooks were real nice and down to earth and there a few cute girls on the waitstaff (whom I will never speak to ( Read more... )

5 O'CLOCK IN THE FUCKING MORNING

AND I CANT FALL THE FUCK ASLEEP.

MY FAN IS MAKING A VIBRATING NOISE RATHER THAN ITS USUAL SOOTHING HUMMING

I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT HOW MANY TIMES IVE BEEN FUCKED

I CANT SLEEP.

MY ALARM CLOCK IS SET FOR 9.

I WISH I WAS YOU.

ahhhhhhhh, tomorrow nothing, day after: orientation for work begins!!!
CA$H, a life, no more boredom.
I despise rainy days.
Space traveling pagodas.

so i have decided to start drinking less.
i believe the part where alchohol is supposed to be a downer is actually taking a long term effect on me. I havent been excited about anything in weeks and Im just fucking bored with myself and my life. I need to find something else to do besides drink. Im not in high school anymore.

I went Kiara's tonight, met her mom, her moms boyfriend and her little sister ( Read more... )

I suppose I am giving quitting smoking a shot.
The world isnt ready for Tom and Axel Diaz.
Kiara Fauxbel is the sunshine appearing in my rainy day of a life.
I love Tom Diaz and Stephanie Topping's love.
Work all week. Kiara friday. God knows what on saturday and sunday.

Ok. Im EXTREMELY happy. This is the greatest time of my life. Kiara Fauxbel is amazing and so are my friends. There I said it. love.

Im almost afraid to make a journal entry saying that im happy. so i will say no more.

so I shaved my bear and my head, I look like a monk young grasshoppers.

Tonight Im hanging out with a new girl, that sounds horrible. My monk appearance wont help.
Paycheck today!!! drugs and alchohol, here I come. Tonight is going to be great.