I can find peace easily, even when others are anxious and nerve wreched. What i can't find as of late is hope. These are loaded words and possibly different people have different definitions for them because of this. But to me it's perfect, i can't find hope. I'm stupid and i know this. And perhaps because i know this i'll make a change, maybe a ( Read more... )

The seven Dobri secrets to living a life ( Read more... )

i'll be home Late the 9th, that is this FRIDAY to all who have lost track of time in the summer heat. So, since i would live to see all the faces i have missed so dearly while i was embarking on my Eurotrip Extravaganza ( Read more... )

My name means judged only by God, but the reality is that i judge myself. And i'm failing each test. i DO see the audience gasping, and i see me sinking under the weight of my regret. I want to make a CD that typifies exactly what i never wanted to feel. i want to stop eating and commence being sick and alone. it's only because i'm waiting for the ( Read more... )

I'm taking a poll. If i come home will i be welcome?

I'm scared... hold me.

Hello, it has been some time since i updated and since i can't sleep and no one (especially someone) hasn't gotten on IM i will do so. I'm sick, and that sucks, but i am staying in a really nice house/flat in prague "house sitting and using their in house gym and wireless internet all over the place. ie. on their couch in their bed and at their ( Read more... )

It’s official Rodney Mullen is my earthly role model. First off anyone who skates to an old time blues/gospel song in any skate video is Rad, secondly his skills on a skateboard are only capable through divine intervention (he has created tricks other pros couldn’t imagine existing,) and finally he seeks truth about our universe and like many who ( Read more... )

I sometimes think. What are you so scared of. Complex humans beings. BEINGS. Be!..There are some serious forces pulling us the way of conformity. Company is sought, acceptance when were young, security (by different means: love, money, faith) having children when were grown, Peace, if/when we mature. What is the meaning of these forces? Where do ( Read more... )

I have no reason to update accept that i am happy. I read everyone elses entries and you all make me happy. I may get position working for a bank CSOB, as an assitant to the head of HR (a student of mine newly promoted) I find out tuesday... . . . Gosh it'd be big for me, so keep your fingers crossed. i really want to do it part time and teach part ( Read more... )

I am Sick, and it sucks. my friend goes to school near me though and she dropped in with 'fixins' and made me soup on her break between classes. I am a lucky guy. But i feel weak and i have chosen to still teach today... we'lll see how that goes, i just hope my face stops leaking ( Read more... )