So i went to Lakeland today to pay my fees and get my books, and all of the sudden it hit me, im not a little girl anymore. My whole environment is changing right before my eyes and i cant do anything about it. I feel somewhat alone because of it... I mean, everyones going off to college and all of my securities have vanished. Now here i am getting ( Read more... )

I am not good at saying good byes which has been a proven fact all this week. My sister is moving to North Carolina on Saturday... Im raelly happy that she has found a job and that shes finally doing what she wants, but at the same time the whole idea of not having her here scares the hell out of me. Yesterday was the last night that i got to spend ( Read more... )

I feel like im dead inside. Everything around me is changing and im not totally sure how to take it all. I feel like no one cares, or if they do its only minimal. I feel like i need to be held, but i also feel like i need to haul out and punch someone. All of my securites are vanishing and that feeling scares me. My sister got a job and is moving ( Read more... )

I havent had that connection with the opposite sex in a really long time... I am now getting it back, but i feel that the person who i have it with is totally out of my league. The weird thing is that ive had a crush on this kid since i was in eighth grade, but i havent really gotten to know him until recently. He was the guy that all through high ( Read more... )

Well, its my birthday.

Its not like any of you care.

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I rolled back into Willoughby at about 7 tonight.

I never thought that these words would come out of my mouth but man, does it feel nice to be back home.
The trip overall was really nice... Im glad that i took a break from here for awhile but the questions i had still go unanswered.


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So i leave for Florida in a couple hours.

I am really looking forward to getting out of Willoughby. I think the trip will be something that will help clear my head on all the shit that has happened and also a nice time to spend with the rents. I think itll be healthy for me.
Lets just hope no hurricanes kill me, haha.

So until next time...

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