Disassembling is dangerous

[anexparrot]

I'm still unpacking after over 10 days at home. I need to clear out before I can unpack properly, and so I've been working on that off and on. It's a big project, and I hope I can finish before 4 June otherwise it will never get done. Today I found some old journals that I had tried to start a habit of writing in in 6th and 8th grade, etc. How

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[tomthefirst]

I don't think anyone really looks back at their middle school years with great pride. I certainly don't. I was awkward, into nu-metal, the only person with a mustache in the class (extremely embarrassing and not something girls were into back then unfortunately for me), and I had unreliable, apathetic friends. I'm kind of glad I never have to experience that again.

If you take a stroll through my LJ from the past few years, you can tell that I have my fair share of emotionally-driven posts. It's better to write them down than not at all. I know that even if I write something down and don't show it to anyone, I'll feel fine a little later. Sometime I don't even post what I wrote down in LJ, because once I see my feelings all written out, it doesn't seem so bad. That hasn't always been the case, but I have found that to be true for me lately.

I know we don't know each other too well aside from the few connections we have made, but if you ever need someone to talk things out, I'm always here.

[anexparrot]

Thanks, friend.

I'm glad middle school is over too, but without it what would I ever compare current issues with? Anything that is going on right now with me could never be worse than middle school.

I've been writing up and deleting a lot of stuff lately; it helps organize my thoughts, if nothing else.