So, after Danny's softball game tonight, we went bowling with my cousin and some other friends from work.  Since it was only a quarter a game, there was a huge wait, so Alex and Danny and I went out to eat.  I don't even remember what we were talking about and I was kidding around with Danny and he was like "Oh gee thanks" and I said, without ( Read more... )

So, not much has really been going on. I think I'm gonna pull the PMS card and blame my emotional state the other day on that. I wish I wasn't a girl sometimes ( Read more... )

I don't know what's wrong with me.
I don't know why I have to ruin every good moment with tears or every happy day with worries.

I don't know why I can't just take my own advice, along with everyone else's and stop thinking about everything or worrying about things too much.

I don't know when I became a person who was this easily or consistently ( Read more... )

Ten years ago: Let's see, I was 8 years old, which would make it the summer after 2nd grade. I can't say I remember much- I was probably reading a lot, hanging out with my neighbor a lot, and other than that, I think I was still going to my grandparents house during the days when my parents worked, exercising my imagination.

Five years ago: This ( Read more... )

My oh my I have been a busy little bee.  This week has just been insane I say.  Monday during the day I went home early from work and saw Fantastic Four with Danny, his little sister Shannen, Chris, Ross, and Megan.  It wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be, but wasn't as good as it could have been either.  That night, I went to Danny's softball game ( Read more... )

I think this is seriously one of the most emotionally draining weekends ever.  I just wind up crying at silly little things, but I can't help it.  I mean, most of the time, I've had a good time, but some parts I could have done without.
Friday, I worked from 11:00-6:00.  I was pretty exhausted and didn't really have the energy to do anything with ( Read more... )

Ahhh, for the first time in quite a while, I'm excited to find that my shift at work today has been cancelled.  Don't get me wrong, it's nice to make money and all, but an unexpected day off is never a bad thing.
I haven't really been home much.  When I say home much, I mean the only thing I've really been here to do is sleep.  And in some cases, I ( Read more... )

How do you make yourself do something you know you want to do, but you just can't seem to muster up the courage to do it?

I hate when there's a situation I know exactly what I want to do something about, but I can't do anything. This sucks, and right now, I'm so frustrated with someone I'd like to rip her little drunk head off and throw it back to Marquette.
ARRRRRRRGH.

So, it feels weird to be 18 and done with high school. My party was decent, I suppose...I was a little disappointed at the extremely late arrivals of family members and the lack of friends to show up, but I had fun nonetheless. And I made out like a bandit with money, due to that whole birthday and graduation thing, so that was exciting. I'll ( Read more... )