"Such imagine seems to help the feeling slide..."

May 03, 2004 17:07

Okay. Bosie. Don't flip, because this is really important.

Her. Check. Came. Today.

Are you ready for this? Are you really, because I don't think I am, but I'm going to do it anyway.

Oh gosh.

I'm shaking.

All it takes is one decision
A lot of guts, a little vision to wave
Your worries and cares
Goodbye

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There you are,my crazy little diamond. anonymous May 5 2004, 22:24:18 UTC
Am I the ghost upon the stage?Am I your anything?Maybe somewhere in the distant corner of the universe I am,that tiny speck of memory floating in a black and bottomless void as dust from a dead star. Remember,that one we used to wish on once upon those cold october nights?It's only a dot now,a miniscual fragment cast into the bowels of the milky way.But my dreams are still as bright as rainbows,and maybe someday I'll be little more than the spirit of who I once was. I cling to the imaginary world of make believe hoping someday my fairy tale ending will come true,and such things as heartache and broken laughter will cease to exist.But I still have dried flower petals stuck to the pages of abandoned diaries,entries meant for rainy days that will never be forgotten.The broken story of two of a kind,a pair of sisters who were miles apart but still held their hands outstretched despite the forbidden crosswalks.Mine's still there...a little battered and bloody,but still in one peice. Sometimes I'll lie awake and make shadow puppets on the ( ... )

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Re: There you are,my crazy little diamond. anonymous May 6 2004, 13:40:35 UTC
Oh, honey. I could never forgot you, darling. Not ever. I've still got a child's hand outstretched for you to grab onto. I miss you like the parched earth misses the kiss of rain from the sky. Don't ever forget that I'm still here and that a part of me will always belong to you. I love you, Anabelle.

Your little sister.

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Re: There you are,my crazy little diamond. anonymous December 29 2004, 22:36:19 UTC
It seems ages since I wrote that comment on either of your diaries, and I never got your reply until today.I was supposed to call you that night,and I didnt.For that I'm truly sorry,even more sorry that I didnt see what was coming through all of our late night phone conversations.I will never know why you did it,could never in a thousand years guess what motivated you to breathe your last breath.But I can reply to a comment you left me months ago,and say with everything in me I've missed you too little sister.And I'll continue to miss you,and keep that part of you close to my heart until I see you again one day.You're still with me in so many ways,and still very much my vibrant little angel,the little sister I adopted so long ago.I could never forget you,reccabear.I'll still take our trip to florence and write our names in the street with a peice of chalk,and every time it rains I'll look up and think of you.In the words of one of your many beloved friends,rock in peace my crazy little diamond. And try not to take over heaven,okay ( ... )

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jade_faith November 13 2004, 03:18:23 UTC
Rest in peace, little one.

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devampirelestat November 13 2004, 13:02:57 UTC
I knew it...I knew we were connected somehow. Gods, this upsets me to no end. Another one gone. Another one who felt there was no other solution. Sometimes this place is so useless....because we only get a glimpse.

I've glimpsed you and it doesn't matter. Like the star that is light years away....you have already burned out. I'm seeing you in the afterglow.

Don't we all wish we had traveled further?

~L~

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sayshesapoet December 20 2004, 17:41:47 UTC
Elle...might you and I talk soon? I miss you and that was beautiful.

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devampirelestat December 20 2004, 20:39:44 UTC
Yes darling...I'll be on AIM waiting or email me at lestatdevalois23@yahoo.com.

*embraces her tightly*

~L~

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anonymous November 18 2004, 06:16:00 UTC
May light and love surround you now.

~G~

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anonymous November 18 2004, 15:01:24 UTC
I'm sorry it had to end that way... if only we had known each other. I might've been able to help. =(

RIP

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