I have 30 minutes until i get picked up to go babysit and there is absolutely no one online becos no one in their right mind would ever wake up this early. I feel like im going to die ( Read more... )

Once again i have started up my old habbit of crying for NO reason. I cry randomly. I cry at the movies with my mother, i cry while i am babysitting, i cry in the shower, i cry when i am cleaning my room. Do i ever feel better after i cry? NO. Do i even have a reason to cry? NO. Why the hell do i cry then? the only conclusion i can come to is that ( Read more... )

not sleeping has made me sick and depressed.

wow. i think i enjoy getting paid $40 a day to lay around and watch Pocahontas with two little girls. i think i should do it more often? how about allll this week? okay, sounds good ( Read more... )

Shopping spree with the mother is always enjoyable. I was supposed to be looking for items for my Euro trip but... we got a little side tracked. So i bought clothes for Dad's Day, jeans from hollister that make me look a lot skinnier than i actually am, dakine backpack from mainland that i have wanted all my life, and jessica simpson lip gloss that ( Read more... )

i miss everyone from school ( Read more... )

Finally, i am a workin' girl. The job is nice. I have now learned and mastered the following tasks for my job ( Read more... )

maybe its just too good to be true ?

First day o' SUMMER and im ...

*cleaning the house
*going to work at 6

so thats what im doing, whats going on with you?

last day of school didnt feel like the last day of school. I took my german final and probably failed becos i didnt study, but then again i dont really care all that much. Im way over the stressed out feeling, & i really need to just relax. Be happy for a change ( Read more... )