The snow is falling for this first time this year. And even tho I hate it I can't help but love it ( Read more... )

you all know i was suppose to go to the movies and dinner... well no stef ditched me and she better have a reason for it cause i cancelled plans for her. i'm not mad... just why oh well the night wasn't so awfully my walker hommies are down... but stef i miss you gurl... why. i wanted my wendys and my depp. damn. oh well.

so ya my life is just one big messy game... one min my dads an ass the next he's all good hey its only because hes high but meh maybe i'll just have to deal with the fact. everyday is so unpredictible i hate it... i'm so stress and confused. my nose is blleding again and i'm about to pass out... too much stress. i'm so stresswd i could blow. my ( Read more... )

for all you all who don't know i'm going through some rough times with my so called father. but i've find strength and refuse to sink to his level. but ya this one is dedicated to stef and kayt i've found hope because of them. unlike so many others they refuse to stop caring. they are going out on a limb to find me a brand new start. 100 percent ( Read more... )

I cried myself to sleep again ( Read more... )

Middle ( Read more... )

last night my bro tyler, andrew, kennedy, cayla, jenni corey and i went to the spill. the show was fuckin awesome.... remember may rocks. it pays to have a bro who knew them because i got a seat up close... it was the best... and their bassist, i believe his name was zach was so very sexi.... whats with me and bassists lol but ya when zach was ( Read more... )

Last night I went to the coffee house at Kenner. it was a total blast and everything looked amazing... thanks to my girl shannon the atmosphere was so very mellow and cheery. Ya so I got there kinda early like by an hour but my dad had to leave for work so i took the first chance i got for a ride... i wouldn't miss it for the world. so ya i was ( Read more... )

omg i'm so hyper... i've been dancing and singing all day. i haven't a clue why... so much energy. I was so down now there's this overcome of happiness... wow this is awesome but why... is it because i hung out with toni, holly and zee last night. man... those gurls always know when i need them. It was nice just to gossip and hug and cry... like a ( Read more... )

my life is so unblanced and unpredictable. like I was sick all week last week... fuck lets just not talk about my health cause these days when i'm not sick i'm in complete pain due to my hip. My iron level rasies and falls... i'm fed up.. things are messed... my friends or some of them are pushing me away... my dad and his drunkin hate... i'm so ( Read more... )