of all the things you could have done, you gave her my song.  that song meant the world to me you wrote it for me and now you just give it to her. how can you do that?  How can you tell me that you love me and will forever but then be with her when ur still with me?  You promised to always be honest with me but you havent been at all.  you lied to ( Read more... )

i truly thought i knew you,
but i was wrong,
im done playing these games,
you broke my heart,
and as soon as it was mended,
you broke it again.
i have been next to you and helped you through the worst of times
and when i needed you,
you let me go,
i loved you with every peice of me,
and you just shoved it all back in my face.
I'll never forget you or this ( Read more... )

Well so he came up on friday night!
and we talked for hours on end..
We decided that we want to try things again!!!!
We both love each other soooo much!
And not to mention Jason is truly sorry about everything that happened.
I can tell by the way he looks deep into my eyes that hes not lying that he does truly love me.
I missed him soo much, and that was ( Read more... )

so he called...
he wants me back...
we talked...
and are trying to figure everything out
we both love each other and want to be together!!
and hes prolly coming up after studio on saturday!!!
we figured it out we havent seen each other in 13 days!!
i miss him!
and i cannot wait to see him!!
BEST DAY EVER!!!!!!!!!
super excited for life now!!!!

looking back at my life and what i have done so far wiht it...

all I can wonder is was it worth anything? Did I make ties that will last my life? Did I take a good path in my life? Where will the road I pick take me? Am I going to end up deserted in a field or will I end up on top with people who care about me? Am I doomed to surround my people who ( Read more... )

so lately things in life have been messed up.
but im moving on with my life.
im done with him.
im looking for a new man.
Life is really confusing and complicated sometimes, i really thought he was it and he told me i was it for him. but things change people change. i just want to move on with my life.
Im truly starting to enjoy the college life ( Read more... )