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i feel like a toy for all to use for their own personal pleasure. people jerk me around and treat me like i'm nothing. i'm sic of it. no more. got to shut it all down....on the edge of a breakdown.....gotta be heartless.....gotta push from the inside....push from the inside out. i feel smothered. like i'm locked in a trunk to suffocate. ( Read more... )

judging my the title of this one you probaly had your mind in the gutter. but nope. this is my first journal entry. Dez made me do this....said i needed to join this live journal thingy. its nothing to me, but maybe i'll get used to it. maybe i'll try to write in this every few days. don't know why, but maybe.