my reason for livin just left me. he doesnt want to be wit me nemore. i love him more than anything and he just left me.id do anything for him and to get him back. im so miserable!!!!

update:
we're ok we worked it out. geez i was so sad. but im ok now just to let everyone know!!!

wow what to say!!! summers goin pretty good. spending a lot of time wit andrew, the love of my life, i love you baby. went to six flags. hopefully keep fingers crossed every1, goin to FL wit andrew and his family. umm... miss my friends havent hung out wit them much but im goin clubbin tomm wit my bestest buddy dana hehe. family life pretty screwed ( Read more... )

what is graduation? is it the closing of a once always swung open door? or is the the opening of a new door that brings light success peace and future? or could it be both the feeling of joy and saddness all mixed up at once? i think its both i didnt know what to think that day. it was great having the feeling of my family next to me on one side ( Read more... )

im tired for no reason. i went to my mom's house this this weekend. wow what a fun SB right.lol. I sold bunnies. i want a bunny they are so sweet and easy to take care of. one of em scratched me though it looks like ive been slittin my wrists lol. oh well. i fell in love wit this one bunny. it was all black. it was so pretty. my sister got a bunny ( Read more... )

Andrew is the air i breath. Sometimes it gets hard but i think we'll make it and be ok. Spring break is gonna suck cuz i cant go see andrew and im stayin in D-town woohoo. I went through some of andrews old emails last night it made me smile. thinking about us period makes me smile. nehoo. note out there if anyone is bored this spring break give me ( Read more... )

i was bored so i decided to take some quizzes but i also want to say andrew baby i love you so much.


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have you ever looked into someone's eyes and saw what you wanted for the rest of your life? every time i look in to andrew's eyes thats what i see. sure we have our problems but in the end it's always just us together smiling. today when i had to let him go again i couldnt help but just cry i usually wait till he's out of sight but this time i ( Read more... )

im so excited cuz my baby's home. only till sunday but still im happy. i love him so much. he means so much to me. our relationship has gotten better. ive missed him so much and its so great to have him home even if it is only for a few days. im hopin that we can go to my mom's this weekend my mom had finally left. so i get to just hang wit my ( Read more... )

the fear of losing the only person you've ever loved and had ever loved you is so terrifying you hold back things that need to be said. i know someone that has an issue wit the most important person in her life. she's scared something went wrong. he's all the sudden become so... i dunno the words but its like pure disrespect constantly. not much ( Read more... )