I DONT CARE WHAT THE REST OF YOU THINK, OR WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO, FUCK YOU! I DONT GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE. IF YOU WANT ME TO BE CERTAIN WAY AND I'M NOT. FUCK YOU. EVERYONE IN THIS FUCKING SCHOOL NEEDS TO MIND THEIR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS. IF YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO DO THIS, I WILL HELP YOU LEARN. SHUT THE FUCK UP. DONT ASK QUESTIONS ABOUT STUFF THAT ( Read more... )

I have this great feeling of omnition approaching. For some reason that I can't seem to place. Everything seems to be going fine for me, and my social life is good for me. But right now, I don't know what it is. I am very confused. I want to go home. I have less than thity minutes to go. I will make it...or so I hope. By the way An American ( Read more... )

My eyes are burning from a lack of sleep, but I was sooo comfy last night. I loved every minute of it. I want to sleep so bad right now, but whatever. I will sleep after school until five when shane is taking me to work...then he will come and get me at 11:30. Goody. I don't want to work. I am very tempted to call in sick and just not go...yuck..I ( Read more... )

Last night was all over the place. My mom and I got into it again. My dad and I are getting along fine. I am more in love with Shane than I ever thought emotionally, and physically possible. I am very tierd. I got home really late last night, even for my usual routine. But I am going to get some sleep soon. Hopefully. Anyways, not much else has ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD! Okay, so this weeknd was pretty good. I am finally free of my parents rath. We are all getting along, and I love it. My parents are going to be redoing the entire basement level of our house into an apartment for me!!! It's going to be so fucking awesome. My bedroom is going to be the rec-room and my rec-room is going to be the office, ( Read more... )

Have you ever had the feeling that someone was lieing to you, but you really want to trust them? It really sucks. I think that someone was lieing to me yesterday and now that person is acting really weird around me today. I am confused. I am somewhat hurt, and I am very unsure of what to think about this. I am also not sure what to say to this ( Read more... )

Alone in this house again tonight, I got the T.V. on ( Read more... )

Wow. I have a lot on my mind lately. I don't know what I am going to be doing about next school year. Hopefully I won't be here for it. If everything goes as planned. I just want to get out and this summer I am finally getting my chance, I am going to take it. I can't wait. It is going to be so different and really hard at first, but I am finally ( Read more... )

Hello friends. I have just started this livejournal, but I think I am going to quit. I don't really ever update about anything important, so I am no longer going to be updating on here. I might drop in a comment or update if something really important really happens. I do have another livejournal, but if you want to read that one, you have to have ( Read more... )

I figured out what's wrong with me. Last night I was in the strangest mood. I don't know why either, but it's happening again. I am the edge of another emotional break down. I felt it last night. It was killing me, I was tring so hard not to cry everytime thoughts went through my head. It didn't work very well. I waited until after chocolate went ( Read more... )