I haven't had a cig since like 8pm yesterday- mostly due to the fact that i don't have any and don't really want to kill my already half dead bank account by paying more cigs. So I've been doing fine- I've been occaupying my time by doing homework since i got home from school- which pisses me off more then anything else. But Rob just called, and I ( Read more... )

So I'm debating going back to a doctor or not. My should and hip have been giving me so much trouble i can't even sleep lately. Even right now, my shoulder's aching like i hit it or something. It's starting to get unbearable. Tammy says i should see another doctor- I'm thinking about it. Really, Dr. Vanik didn't do shit for me, but make me lose ( Read more... )

Thanks for the call...i wanted to see you too....o well. Too late.

Strike Two

PA- thats where i wanna be. It's not summer anymore people- had to change the layout ( Read more... )

My body aches- my head is slow- i cant think straight- and I'm tired. I have 2 papers next week- one due monday the other due wednesday. A project that was supposed to be due today- now due wednesday. 14 letters i need to mail out for this stupid thing mom wants me to do to try to get me a job- however i got an envelope stuck in the printer so i ( Read more... )

Gotta love these family dinners- dad's already called me stupid, my life and my decisions have already been called into question...

How come something i feel is right is looked down upon by everyone else. Does this just make me stupid like dad says?

I often wonder if I'm doing the right thing or not. Being the person that i am, I think of all the options- good and bad- and try to peer into the future to see which one will take me where. Because of this i often believe I've made the wrong decision most of the time ( Read more... )

I'm bored ( Read more... )

Life is too complicated. I have my friends, my boy friend, my ex boyfriends.....people I barely even know, and my family all around me telling one this and that and the toehr thing.....and i don't know who to believe anymore ( Read more... )

Rob dumped me. Just another reaon whby I'm depressed. and his reasoning was stupid- " i give up i don't wanna do this anymore" what kinda answer is that!!! I don't care- i'm leaving maryland....as soon as i possibly can. I can't stand it here anymore. I gace him everything and suddenly I'm worth fighting for? He lied to me- told me we were fine ( Read more... )