Rambling
It is 4:45am...I don't know why I am awake...maybe I'm just insane? That would be the answer to SO many questions...but no...I'm just weird. Well actually, I'm a Carter...same thing.
I'm so bored...I need a guy, I want a guy. The last boyfriend I had was Chris when Dream Street toured with Aaron. That was...months ago. Yeah yeah, everyone says "give it time" and "you'll find someone". Well I just want to have some fun. I can't do alot of things that other kids my age do, because, well obviously my family is sort of well known, especially a certain two brothers. I'm known as "Aaron's sister" or "Nick's sister". I've probably been called that more often than by my own name. If not, it follows it. "Angel, Aaron's sister" or "That's Nick's sister, Angel". It's really hard to be seen as your own person when you've had a sibling in the music business since you were four, two in the business since you were eight, and three when you were ten. Not to mention a model for an older sister. Till two years ago, I didn't even get involved in it. I didn't care about fame or being infront of an audience or anything like that. Yeah, I do stuff now, but part of the reason I even started was so I didn't have to feel isolated from my brothers and sisters. The odd one out, the ugly duckling of the Carter family. I also did it to make people realize that I was my own person. I wasn't just the sister of models and singers, I was someone.
Well...I guess I'll shut up now, not that it matters anyway. I doubt anyone will even read this.