"the bleeding of my eyelids page me..."

[angel_down]

i feel that i am discontent, detached, and disapointed often because my mind prefers continuity before satisfaction. in a way gaining satisfaction from continuity rather than from the ease that would accompany contentment, conection, and affirmation

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[minuslies]

I think I know how you feel. Though I somehow aquired the apathy to not seriously question the things that I know are out of my reach, out of most people's reach. I approach them, acknowledging beforehand that they are intangible, and regard them as such. I simply wonder and muse at the ideas knowing I won't come to any definate conclusion, and at a point I stop even wanting an answer. I'm not sure how that comes about, but it isn't something I can just turn on or off.

I hope you are doing alright.