What do I do now???

[angel_fairie]

I'm re-evaluating my relationship. I broke up with him in August of 2005, we got back together late December 2005. I broke up with him because I was very confused and angry. That's the only reason I can think of, besides the fact that I wasn't happy. I believe I am a very stupid person a lot. I was not happy when I broke up with him, so insted of

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[masquerade_life]

hun, you dont have to put yourself through shit to make him happy. i know you say you care about him but that is no reason to sacrifice your own needs to try to please someone who cant be helped.
didnt he used to say that he would kill himself if you broke up with him?? and he didnt then. it could just be his way of trying to control you into staying with him. you dont need to be with someone who is gonna try to control your life so that there is nothing of you left... thats just not right!
i know its been a long time but i love you erin.
xoxox

[frostytears]

*hug* You aren't happy. Get out. Him threatening to kill himself isn't your problem. You deserve to be happy.

[frostytears]

Ok, I was being distracted with the last note, now I can add other things.

A.Call a suicide hotline. They can help you with how to deal with him.

B.You know what? You dont have to have sex with him. You have the right to say no. I always tried to tell you that when we were together, and it applies no matter who you are with. Faking orgasms isnt fair to either one of you.

C.You are not stupid. You make a lot of your decisions because you're afraid. Of change, of hurting people, of being alone. That doesnt make you stupid. It makes you human.

I care about you, Angel. I want you to be happy. You haven't been happy with Alex in 3 fucking years. No one should be miserable that long. Change your life. Start with kicking him to the curb.