Why did things have to be this way?

Why did life have to be this way?

...

you seem fine

I didn't know you could cry to the point of vomiting, yuck.

Can't get the taste out of my mouth...

Low - Sleeping with Sirens

Should I use my heart or my head?

I wish that I could just replay the thoughts

Of things I never said

Should I use my heart or my head?

I wish that I could just turn back the time

Start over again

But if we’re laying it on the ( Read more... )

...What is so wrong with me now that I am worth nothing?

Why was I worth so much more before? I feel so stupid...

It won't stop bleeding...

You truly know how to let me know that you don't care.

Thanks.

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I have half a mind to text you to see if you finished the letter. Because I'd bet money you haven't.

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I hate how you make me feel.
And you probably don't give a fuck enough to look at this.
So don't fucking tell me what I want from you, you don't even know me anymore.
i love how you regret everything about your life, but you don't regret losing me.
I'm so furious, I better not write anymore.

It's Not Me, It's You -Skillet

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Very mad. It's amazing how shallow you see everything that bothers me, you think I'm a shallow bitch don't you? Clearly ( Read more... )

I hate this. I have nothing, I have nothing to hold, nothing for support, no one to turn to. I am alone and hurt, like always. But you never give a damn, I am nothing to you. I've hurt myself, and I'm just sitting in the dark crying. It's another 3rd, I hate this day so much, I swear I do. This stupid, meaingless day isn't why I'm upset, it's just ( Read more... )

Make sure to first begin reading from October. So don't read these first pages first, go to the back pages ( Read more... )

I can't talk about it today. There is so much to say to the point the tears won't stop streaming down.I can't do it today, I feel so weak and broken today. What did I do that you did this to me? Was I that horrible? Why does everyone treat me so badly? Did you know my mom told me the other day she is convinced I'm going to hell. She said I am ( Read more... )