I just want the pain to go away..... :(

They say it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.

I can't say that I believe that though.....
I really just want to stop hurting. Doesn't help that no one really gives a crap what I'm going through.

Would much rather just go die in a corner somewhere.

So just when I thought that spring break was bad enough, I go and get into my first car accident yesterday. Great.... Just got the car about two weeks ago, and it already has damage to it. I swear, God (or someone up there) must really hate me at the moment. It wasn't even my fault. The guy was trying to get across the intersection and didn't ( Read more... )

Fucking bastard doesn't even know. No, scratch that. Doesn't even care how much he's fucking hurt me. I literally feel as though a part of me has died. And to make matters worse, I can't get rid of that part of me. I have to drag it around as dead weight wherever I go.

I wish I could just die and then I wouldn't have to feel this anymore....

This is definitely the worst spring break ever. :(

Journal is Friends Only from now on.....


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