well ya blah...grr...i hate you...yes you....i dont know who you are but i hate you and i just dont like you...well im still at kris's house...grr...bats being kool...we are starting a kinda friendship thing...ya so im totally not worrried that she really hates me...i dont think she does but then again she has changed so much and i guess i have too ( Read more... )

well i finally go the balls to come out to kris's house...i was worried about being here with ty...but you know i feel good about it...it kinda hurts but i'm so proud of him/her...she/he is doing great... i really am glad that she/he is getting her/his life together and if i'm not in ok...as long as we are still friends...zeppelin i know that you ( Read more... )

well dykes are hot but dont trust them...yes I'm talking about all the dykes i know....i have loved all of them and got fucked over in the end...grr...why cant i like fems?...no i dont mean that...well kris is ok i guess...but ya rae and ty suck:)...dont get me wrong i have loved them both but ya i miss ty and i dont know how i feel about the other ( Read more... )

Grrr... why cant you just tell me what you feel... Look at me for my positives not my negaitives... I will make you feel beautiful... I will make you feel whole... You take my breath away... you leave me so confussed... I am in love with you... I dont know what to do... your worth more to me than you think you know... can I be your madchen? ...Well ( Read more... )

why cant i ever find any body that will actually like me...i always fall for the ones that have no interest...someone save me....

ha...ha...ha...ha...ha...ha...ha...ha...ha...ha...ha...ha...ha...ha...ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha...

I told someone how I felt about them ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU ( Read more... )

Rae is back...
I spoke to my love...
Things are getting better even tho we are not together.
Its funny how something so small can make you feel alive...
I talked to Lukie... he is good...
kisses are like new now...
Thank you again Zepplin.

HELP ME SOMEONE ( Read more... )