w0w well the last past days hav been pretty pimped and yet pretty sucky. I have had yet all of the ups and downs and im not liking all of the downs that are happening! I mean i told my self that i wasnt gonna do that to my self yet again but yet i still do it.. i mean what the fuck is wrong with me. I mean in like the past 4 days I have fucked up ( Read more... )

Hmm im so bored and the time is just going by so damn slowly, I just wish that it was summer... Well I wish that it was like the summer last year when I got to chill with the guys, but I want to be as close to them as I am now. Last year is when it all started, I got to chill with them every now and then and that was awsome but now im more closer ( Read more... )

hmm my weekend... Well on friday I chilled with Courshane-e at the drome and I got to see Kiefer, Kyle and Ian, 3 people that I haven't seen in which seems like forever. Yeah that was the cool part that night. I was going to chill with Patrick that night but he wasn't there :-\ I was bummed out over that one. Yeah it was a weird friday night and I ( Read more... )

Haha last night was pretty damn funny. I got to see Kiefer! He's sucha cutie and I haven't seen him since like football season! yea thats like a long time for me and it was funny I had fun last night. lol and I hung out with Courshane-e lol that was pimped it was like the first time in MONTHS that she had gone and she danced with kyle!!! *gasp* ( Read more... )

Wow I haven't written in this thing for like 4 day! *gasp* Im soo bored and I have a major problem with my eyes so I think its back to my damn glasses. I hate them and I won't go to certain places if I have to wear them. That's how bad I think I look with them on. I love my contacts but I have something really wrong with my eyes and they hurt and ( Read more... )

Wow, today was funny. I went to the mall with Pookie and and met a buncha people there and it was pimped out. When we got up this morning though we played DDR and it was pretty damn funny. Pookie is getting good at it too, soon before I know it though she will be able to kick my ass at the game! Yay and my daddy made us Blueberry muffins! and then ( Read more... )

Wow last night was sooo damn funni I mean usually when I go there is like wow boring as hell for a lil while but deff. not last night. I hung out with Pookie lol and we are soo sexxiful and we got all the guys :-D cause we are just that damn good! And sarah said that she was goning to be there but she didnt show up. Hmm and yea so Pookie and me ( Read more... )

Fucken madd bored lol just wanna know what you people think of me :-D you know u wanna fill this out soo people know what you really think of me :-p lol

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quiet?
loud?
shy?
typical?
weird?
selfish?
crazy?
attractive?
cute?
pretty?
sexy?
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mean?
immature?
rude?
cool?
a brat?
a bitch?
stupid?
caring?
mature?
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a friend?
more than a friend?
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OMG today was such a good day, lol better then i thought that it would be atleast. Wow school though it just sucks and people at school are making me madd, saying shit about people that I could give a fuck about in Lewiston and Auburn. Hmm what else, o0o yea I went to the mall to day and it was fucken pimped out yo, lol. We played pool and I ( Read more... )

Grr this night has fucken sucked sooo much I just don't even care anymore about anything in my damn life. I can't do a single thing right and I never can! I can't even see why people bother to be friends with me, I really can't see why. I just give up on it all on everything, I just feel like giving up on my life. Why does it truly matter? Why does ( Read more... )