I sit here smoking a cigarette finally concluding the thoughts on my livejournal, I have kept it because throught the years it's been the only thing I could rely on, only thing i could just spit every rotten thing out, no matter how bad it was, no matter what the consquences, because it's an empty mural for me,,, I don't have to worry about ( Read more... )

i sit here looking through all the ramblings smoking a cigarette, yes i started smoking for some god awful, hair pulled back tight, and listening to "a world so cold", it must mean only one thing,, a man has pissed me off again. which seems to be like the main outlook on my livejournal. men suck ass!!!!!If you ever happen to stumble over this ( Read more... )

Geez, it's been a really long time.... there is a lot of things that are new, and a lot of things that aren't. Damn, 37 weeks since my last update, i don't even know really where to begin.. Dane is getting so big, it's amazing, he's walking and picking up on words, It's crazy!!! I moved into my very own house, Carmen own's her own house,,,damn,, ( Read more... )

The tears that filled your eyes as I spoke what I thought, gave me shameful satifaction ( Read more... )

Why do I always find myself coming back to this thing when I"m aggravated,, oh that's right.. no one really knows i have this so i can just bitch and vent all I want ( Read more... )

okay i only have a second,,, i'm updating this for my lava munkey..

Life is awesome life is great,, i'm a teacher now!! yea for me,,, I totaled my car,, eww,,, umm.. okay have to go.. muah miss you, i should have the net within two weeks dear,,, LOVE YOU BYES

Damn, it's been along time since my eyes have came across this page. I don't know what I"m doing, I guess this is just the place that I come when I have a million things on my mind and really don't know how else to vent them. Well, I had a baby. It's absolutely amazing, even with all the complications, yes there are some, but only time will tell ( Read more... )

OMIGOD!!! NO LATER THAN 3 WEEKS WILL I HAVE A BABY, 3 WEEKS AND IT LOOKS LIKE IT IS GOING TO BE IN 2 WEEKS... OMIGOD OMIGOD OMIGOD,,, OH YEA.... OOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGGGGGOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDD

I dont' know why I"m here,or what the fuck I am really thinking anymore. I don't know if it's because I'm irrational, or the fact that i'm 8 months pregnant. Or even the fact that I spent today alone, and had nothing else to do but think. Or maybe even the fact that I'm a little pissed off right now and I just need to vent. So many different things ( Read more... )

Sorry Munkey, my computer is being a piece of shit and for some reason it won't download yahoo messenger, I haven't really had the time to fix it, so I will try to give you a rundown of my life up to this point ( Read more... )