im not going to be the one whos leaving you
we won last night. woohoo! <-sarcasim. my mom called and told us shes not comming home till tomorrow. whatever.
im not doing this to start drama or anything like that. i just have thoughts flying around my head and i want to write them down so im writing what i really think of everyone. im not putting names, but some will be obvious. others you may think its you, but its probably not. if you really knew which were witch, youd be suprised.
1. you say your always there for me, but i find when i start telling you whats wrong you make it a competition. does it really matter who has it worse? cant you just listen for once? by the end of the conversation i end up feeling worse than i did when it started. i understand you havent had the easiest life, and i feel badly for you but you need to learn how to listen.
2. sometimes i wonder why im friends with you. but its the times where your really sweet that remind me why i like you so much.
3. i adore you, i really do. me and you have pretty much the same lives, so you know what im going through. i love listening to you and your problems because i know exactly how you feel. you dont deserve what your getting.. your too nice of a person. i wish you lived closer so we could hang out more.
4. you need to get your own life instead of sticking your fucking nose where it dosent belong. you have to understand that some things dont need to be repeated, especially things you've overheard. when you can tell that somethings bothering someone, they dont always want to tell you whats wrong.
5. i wish i could be just like you. you have the perfect life. you have everything a girl could ask for and man i bet that feels good. i wish that for just one day i could see what it feels like to be you.
6. you make things harder than they really are. i think if you stepped back and looked at your life, you would realize its not half bad. you have friends and family who love you. lifes hard, and your just finding that out. keep your head up and you'll get through it.
7. i wish we were still friends, but somehow i dont feel important enough to do anything about it. im not sorry for what happened, but im sorry for how it is now.
8. you think your the shit, but NEWSFLASH! your not. so get over yourself, quick.
9. i need you like a bad habit, but you scare me. i cant really explain it, but some of the things you do make me wonder whats going to happen to me when you stop being nice. your such a good friend, i dont want to lose you. but your gonna go far in life and im scared your gonna leave me behind.
10. your so snotty and stuck up it makes me sick. if i never saw you again in my life, it would be too soon. i think you need to realize that the world dosent revolve around you and maybe saying whats on your mind isnt always best. not everyone cares about everything or say so maybe you should learn how to keep your mouth shut every once in a while.
11. im so glad i met you, i just wish we were closer. we have so much in common but both of us are very paranoid about what people think about us so were afraid to get close to people.
12. we were so close before, then we went to different schools and now we're barely friends. it sucks cause whenever i see you we always have fun, but i never see you anymore. i wish we were still close but its not going to happen again.