omgggggggg this soooo isnt like me to not write lol. i havent wrote in it a month from today... wow! welllllllllllllllll everythings goin good... me n mike r workin things out rite now... we got back together, yeah i deff couldnt live w/out him... goin from being engaged to broken up w/out him was juss weird. well, happy new year lol i decided to ( Read more... )

yeah so everythings great now. im single. yesterday i was a little on the upset side not cuz of bein single juss work n other things to do w/love but today i was fine. i was in a great mood allllll day! work was awesome it went by fast n i laughed all day. i totally needed it! 2nite me n cheri went to the 99 in saugus...the waitor was flirtin w/me ( Read more... )

i love when people r jealous of me... its soooo great :] cuz ne1 knows me?!?! haha NO! i aint no fuckin 17 yr old in high school ne more.. ive changed and obv immature ppl havent....u needa shut the fuck up and leave ur name cuz i know for A FACT u would never say shit 2 my face... keep talkin shit its just makin u look like a LOSER... sorry i dont ( Read more... )

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yeah im pretty pissed rite now cuz its 730 AM on friday and my dads nurse juss woke me n mike up flirtin w/my fuckin dad... they are SOOOOOOOOO loud!!! im pissed... but anyways.... juss wanted to tell ya a few things... :] yesterday was my last day @ nashua daycare :'[ every1 in the center signed a card for me and they had me tearing... then JUST ( Read more... )

i told yas i would update after xmas so i am. well, thursday nite, i dont realli wanna talk about it but i got inna hugeeee fite w/my mom n mike so i walked out and drove to georgetown to go spend some time w/cheri... let me remind u it was rainin so bad it took me an hour to get there cuz i couldnt see a damn THING on the highway! so i helped her ( Read more... )

wellllll alot has happened but to shorten it up a bit. mike moved in w/me... his mom flipped out on me @ the wake in front of EVERYONE cuz i was supposively "stickin out my chest" LMFAO!!! sorry i have C cups and she still wears trainin bras.... o ya it was mikes dads wake... which IS her husband... NO RESPECT! then i took work off on wednesday 12* ( Read more... )

its friday. i got outta work @ 6 then we were on our way to mikes house. we got there @ 645. it was too late. every1 was cryin wen we got there. mikes dad passed away @ 530. he was just layin there in the middle of the living room in his hospital bed all pale w/his mouth wide open. it was the most AWFUL thing i have ever seen. course rite wen we ( Read more... )

the past 7 months mikes dad has suffered brain caner. it wasnt fun seein him everyday get worse n worse. we went to his family xmas party on saturday it was great. his dad made it there and everything. it was realli cute. he stood up (barely) and goes "lets get this party started" lol now comin from a man who cant talk that well and cant speak ( ( Read more... )

yeah so for all of the people who care how i feel.. imma tell you now cuz every1 asks wuts wrong and i hate repeatin myself but here it goes... ive been stressed and depressed all week long. today in work i BROKE DOWN in tears they let me go home im upset about everything. my grandmothers in the hospital and mikes dad is goin downhill more n more ( Read more... )