I think the greatest thing about God is that he doesn't expect me to be put together, he doesn't expect me to know the answers... HE DOESNT WANT ME TO! He doesn't want me to be doing everything perfectly and it's not about right and wrong ( Read more... )

ah Lord, there's got to be more to life than this. Everything is so dull lately and we all spend our time trying to fabricate some grand adventure or some downhill spiral for experience sake. I understand perfectly right now what the author of Ecclesiastes meant when he spoke about life being meaningless. What happened to people just being excited ( Read more... )

I asked God to reveal himself and even in the middle of the night due to my coffee He is still speaking so largely to me.

I'm always so cautious that I'm getting ahead of myself, to have hope like this.... that I will only be setting up for disappointment, but maybe I've got something with these thoughts-because they have more clarity then I've had ( Read more... )

I think I need a break from everyone and everything but my pillow. 
i cant listen anymore, and i can't talk anymore.
i just need to rest

i think i'm about to walk away from one or two of the more beautiful things in my life.

ahh I feel so good and felt I should write because I never write when I'm happy.
I'm not really sure how long this will last, or what the real reason is but I feel perfectly content with life right now.
I know that I've been messing up and I know that I don't deserve this homecoming stuff half as much as people think I do. I know that I lack ( Read more... )

 Lord I feel so small sometimes
in this big old place
yeah I know theres more important things
but don't forget to remember me

ahh. 
back home from first football game. lost =(
but at least it doesn't count.
WATER GIRLS!!!!!  I love it
I also love the way things are with me and a certain boy.
how it should be.
i want to update about my first week of senior year
but im exhausted. so to be contnued..

hey there. so i'm considering writing a really really really long entry for when people get bored, I mean I don't know how bored one would have to be but today I think I would have read just about anything hahaha. Anywho. Last night I hung out with Hilary, Chayil and Abbey for old times sake before Abbey leaves. It was good- some things change and ( Read more... )

I NEVER LEFT!!!!! =)