I win got him last night!!!! i cheat i found him thru my friends mspace and he added me and asked me to im him and we talked for like 2 hours yeahhh ( Read more... )

nothing today ... why? should I really just give up? I really eed to talk this over with some one who knows him a little better! off to find terry berry she'll help me outi bet!!!

so i quit i'm forgetting about it he's a friend and thats it. I know probably 4 other perfectly sweet guys my own age probably something better for me any ways. I am no longer the asshole I thought I was but ehh I'm sure it'll come back and bite me in the effing ass like always.

I am an official asshole I can't believe I did what I did. I feel so bad and I can't say how much I wanna take back what I did and said. I know he understands but I still feel like an asshole. I'm SO FUCKING STUPID!!!! WHY ( Read more... )

so last week I' ve been in and out of school. I still feel like crap and mentally I feel like I'm going psychotic. I can't handle this any more ( Read more... )

Friday the 15th ( Read more... )

yeah i just got back from the outing for my dad's work at endicott park. It was a lot more fun then I thought it would be. the last 45 minutes or so that I was there I played volley ball with some other teens in and around my age. It was crazy holli played with us too. I met some new people, got lots of cotton candy and snow cones. I also just ( Read more... )

so we lost today but i killed myself in the process. lately I have'nt been feeling quite myself but I'm trying hard to stay in my body. I gueass i kinda feel depressed and emotionally detached from everything which really sucks cause it make me feel invisible around people ( Read more... )

PEACHCAKE IS MY CUPCAKE!!!!!! hahahahhahahahahha tomorrow is more school .... AHH BULL SHIT!!!

FRICTION BURN!!!!!!! AHHHHHH it STINGS!!!!!! just varisty today we scrimaged and i beat the shit out of myself diving and sliding for the ball! I'm prized on the team for bump/passing/digger and I remain in the front middle and I get to bump set people I call the shots !!!! HEEEEEEYAHH I'm getting wicked good at serving and I'm happy proud of ( Read more... )