twists and turns and a little lost along the way
She's all talk. Says big words; ideas... about standing on your own... independence? Yet she feeds off her parents like a leech. Sucking hungrily. sustenance for someone seeking a more grand lifestyle. Yet she is determined to please others and neglect her own likes; dislikes; sensitivities... oh, you want me to do something i personally find uncomfortable? not a problem! I'll do anything for you despite the fact that i barely know you...
what's left of her? is she sincere? is she worth it? her handwriting says she's emotionally unstable. Maybe the dreams of incapable superheroes, werewolves and teeth falling out; of men with an ax, or big fat perverts who beat their girlfriends and feel you up while others close to you watch helplessly tell of such an instability.
She's lost control; or she never had control. surrounding her were people she allowed to tell her what to do, saying what they were asking was for her own good; that they had her best intentions at heart. And yet their efforts made her lose sight of who she is; what she personally wants rather than what others want of her? they control her and she refused to notice; forgot about her own will to do things; grew to depend on others to make her happy, make her sad; do her studies; keep on singing...
She used to pretend to be strong. then she gave up. now she has to learn the true meaning of drive. Or she the world will swallow her up whole despite her desire not to be.
what's left of her? is she sincere? is she worth it? her handwriting says she's emotionally unstable. Maybe the dreams of incapable superheroes, werewolves and teeth falling out; of men with an ax, or big fat perverts who beat their girlfriends and feel you up while others close to you watch helplessly tell of such an instability.
She's lost control; or she never had control. surrounding her were people she allowed to tell her what to do, saying what they were asking was for her own good; that they had her best intentions at heart. And yet their efforts made her lose sight of who she is; what she personally wants rather than what others want of her? they control her and she refused to notice; forgot about her own will to do things; grew to depend on others to make her happy, make her sad; do her studies; keep on singing...
She used to pretend to be strong. then she gave up. now she has to learn the true meaning of drive. Or she the world will swallow her up whole despite her desire not to be.