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Chris cant come back home soon enough I mean it really. So far I have not talked to him all week he has been in france so he cant talk while hes there b\c hes not with fam but I dotn know I miss him! K enough about him

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Well as u all know my lj is for my friends only so I just did that b\c of what I am saying in here and I don

i am going to make my lj private so just a fyi if u care love beth

Who knows anymore I mean its like only 2 ppl called from school and the one (I am saying no names b\c I don

My mom asks me today what I think about the new doc's etc. I am like I have no idea what I feel I have no idea on soo much I feel lost in my own body. (I was thinking that) I just sat there I didn

fireprincess811: why fight a war that won't end
BizBTPA18: u care about ppl
BizBTPA18: b\c u cant give up

Chris leaves for France tomorrow *sad face* that means he will not be able to talk to me for 3 days b\c he is going to france sad face again!! Oh well he'll be home in like 8 days yea!!! Well lets see I didn

got in another fight with my mom and thats it love u all beth

Chris called!!! Omg I was soo happy!!! He called me one time than he called me again b\c he had to go to dinner we just sorta talked as though he was right here he, was like u know I really miss u I was like u know I really miss u to only 9 more days though thank u god! I hope that comes soon b\c I really miss him ( Read more... )

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Chris still has not called me and its like god dammit pls. Call me I really need to hear your voice I feel like shit and that